my grandma baird and others stuff

so a coule of weeks ago like 2 weeks i call my dad on his cells  tells me that my grandma Baird  is the hostipal and is was not doing well and having kindney problems etc . it was sad to hear the news  but her timeis coming to an end , she lived longer then both her parents and lived a full life , . right now is in a nursing  home which she dosen't like and i can't blame him , i been in nuseirng homes and it sad , but they enjoy it when  me and my compaions came and vist them ( in one of my area we would vist people in the nuseing home and it made them happy )  but she dosen't like it , hopelly she will go home soon . well to my parents house where they are watching her . but it still sad to think about it . and it wried that when she will die i will not cry  because i haven't when my grandpa died , or when my aunt susan and mary died i didn't cry or when other colse to died i don't cry i feel sad but i also feel peace like i know i will see them agian so i  think why i don't cry when someone dies , i don't cry because i will see then agian so really not a good bye it more of i will see you later , and agian but i do get sad . just don't cry . i may cry before , or after etc . oh also my cuz.stacy had her baby girl who is so cute and pretty her name is marissa marie hollenbeck  hollenbeck is her last day and marissa is what she like and her middle is after her mom my aunt susan middle name marie , in honor of her , but marissa is so cute ,